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GREETINGS



GOOD MORNING:/ buon giorno

GOOD AFTERNOON:/ buon pomeriggio

GOOD EVENING:/ buon asera

HELLO:/ salve OR ciao

HELLO EVERYBODY:/ buon giorno a tutti

HOW ARE YOU?:/ come sta?, come stai?, come va

WELL, THANKYOU:/ bene, grazie

GOODBYE:/ arrive derci, arrive derla

BYE-BYE:/ ciao

GOOD NIGHT:/ buona notte

HAVE A NICE DAY:/ buona giornata

HAVE A NICE EVENING:/ buona serata

SEE YOU SOON:/ a presto, a tra poco



i will post more in a few days so do feel free to ask if you wish to learn certain words.

i have been trying to organize a vacation that me and ravenas are to take ..its expensive and stressing.

if we want to go in sept we need reservations in august..and wow seriously its stressing.

and on top of it all im sore and stiff.

i have been very busy lately and have not been talking much to many of my friends.

for this i am sorry..and to those of you who have not been able to talk to me as they have been to busy thats ok too.

ive come to realize that time is our foe.

and money lest we not forget the dreded money...that no one ever has and prevents them from doing fun things....

i only hope my vacation is gonna go off without a hitch...i need to just relax and unwind..get a facial..maybe a massage...boo ya a message..sounds so good. and we are gonna eat some seriously great food...and drink..etc..

damn rights who says you need to go far to have fun and relax..just getting away from the every day is relaxing.

and my mind is going so fast trying to organize it..will it all work out ..will we all be able to get the money to go?

damn i hope so ....i need this so bad.

i think the pills im on are messing with me as well...makeing me ponder many things..friends loved ones etc...

are they there for me..some are!

others ...i dont know...its strange that at times we are flooded with too much time and other we have not enough

well last night on my way home..i was in an accident...i was wearing my seatbelt and was in the back seat so i had minimal injuries...another person slamed into the side of our car...he was drunk i think there car is a right off..steff got stiches on her head and jakie had only scratches from the glass...my head hurts a bit but only slight bruiseing..i feel lucky.

what if it were worse..what if more then my neck and face hurt..wooooow..i have kids..i dont know man thing that make u go hmmmmmm.

lol...ok so my sense of humar was not harmed but my face is pretty sore...oh well life goes on.

i have had such wonderful dreams lately...

and it all stems back to the ones i love.

i know now i need not use names nor di i ever...lol

you are forever in my mind...and cant wait for the day we can be together.

i am saddend as well at the passing of a very dear friend...sighs...i have lost so many in such a short period of time..=(....but i hold up my head and keep moveing on...what more can i do then to remember them in the best way possible and forever keep them in my heart.

RIP MY FRIENDS....we all are here thinking about you.

anyways i have fallen deep for a heart that is like mine and will soon feel his flesh against mine as i hug him hard....giggles and fill him with kisses...ti amo ....i love you!!!

ok so i guess i was not done the first time...i dout this is read by anyone so i put my thoughts i need to get out of my head here so forgive me if you do read this..



my day started off bad and got worse...some days i feel like the world is crashing down on top of me. like everyone wants to shit in my cornflakes.

i am going through mixed emotions ..love..loss..depression..lust...anger...

damn it im not sure what the hell to do with myself..i feel like the only time people want my company is when they need or want something..this is not directed at anyone in perticular..just in general...i try my best to be the person i want to be but i fail myself each day.

i want so much to feel like my life is normal...yet it never is...i have someone i care for dearly and yet barely talk to him wheni do i am elated but i have concerns it is for not..im stupid to second guess myself but thats me...i want so bad to be at his side to console him when he is down and it hurts to know i can do nothing...at times i swear i can feel him there but poof he is gone.

shhhh..i am in love..and need help.

am i just a toy for hope and suffering to toss back and forth.............i think only death can bring solise.....yes ...sweet death.

i was thinking to myself today that love can be tourture to some....as i find myself in love now...yet it is so distant...i know it is human nature to love but for others like me it a strange emotion. dont get me wrong i have loved befor only to find heart ache....but to be in love and to not be able to express it fully is harder.

i can deal with rejection and loss..but the unknown is a bit deep. i find myself afraid for the first time in years that this emotion will over take all else...that i will be forgotten in the midst of all the hub bub....who knows maybe it is my destiny to be left behind...haha ..dont even bother to try and understand all this as i think i lost myself years ago to the shadows within.

i am so glad to have found my love....no one ever imagins they will get hit in the face with love out of no where!

and dispite my darkend soul i find my self lifted when ever we speak.

if only i could tellhim how much i care...how much i want us to be together forever.

maybe i am silly to think that such a thing is possible..though my heart tells me different.

at night i wonder if he is thinking about me as much as i think about him....or is that just me..lol

i know he cares for me and i feel it when we talk.

oh to be able to feel his warmth and just cuddle.

soon i tell myself SOON!

well i may have angerd someone i care for by haveing issues with technology..i am still learning and accidently left someone i love waiting..for this i am sorry and hope to have the opportunity to apploigize....i have found that at times my timeing stinks....but i will try and solve the issues i have with the technological bug that plagues me.

well today i am tired..and missing my love...

he is always in the back of my mind.

i smile everytime i think of him.

such wonderful dreams follow suit...ones i wish not to wake from..for fear of them never comeing true...lol. oh well i know he loves me and he know i love him...and none other...i am his girl!..his dark angel of the night. kiss kiss